A Nasty Aftertaste

Sometimes, we open a bottle of wine and begin to discover the liquid sealed inside the bottle for many years. We usually anticipate something out of this world as we sniff the cork and leave the bottle to breathe for a while. As the first glass is poured, we look at the colour, and then we swirl it around the glass. We take a first taste, and the vital thing about good wine is the aftertaste. It is what remains after the wine is swallowed and we concentrate on what we can still taste.

My postings about churches and seeking either respectability or unity for the sake of healing the divisions between Christians have proved to be provocative. Unfortunately, people lose control and the semi-anonymous come swooping in for the kill. I haven’t moderated posters because I believe in people being entitled to their opinion and getting discussions going. Some are quite “radical”. I prefer to learn from my late friend in Oxford, Dr Ray Winch, who was always polite and above all modest as a historian and academic. My own father taught me to avoid trying to be self-important, but rather to achieve in life and say nothing about it. I remember also my old parish priest in the parish of Bouloire, a stubborn and determined man, but so self-effacing and good with all. He said the old Mass to the end of his life.

I have several times been tempted to go to America for the sake of something like a “normal” ministry as a priest. Each time, something made me pull back, usually some kind of crankiness that would destroy the trust I had in a given person. I thought we English were the Perfidious Albion, and the French can be two-faced at times, but nothing compared with a number of persons who let me down outre Atlantique. Fortunately, the down-letting occurred before I made any irrevocable commitments! These things happen, and I have a way to avoid disappointments – be unambitious in life and don’t stick your neck out lest it get chopped off. Be self-effacing. It’s a good lesson to learn.

I have seen this with my reflections on Churches. If Christianity is discredited by division, then there’s not an awful lot left. One thing that endeared me to the Anglican Catholic Church is that it got its act together after the “bishops’ brawl” of the late 1990’s and is reserved in its dialogues with other Churches of the Continuum and elsewhere. Our bishops do have close relationships with other Churches, their clergy and local communities, but we do well to live these relationships as they come without being in a hurry for anything.

Ecclesiology and uniatism are subjects that are too sensitive. For a long time after the election of Pope Francis, things went amazingly quiet, and it is unfortunate that old polemics still resurface from time to time.

The last few years have been hard on me personally, and I have a deep feeling of alienation and inability to relate to churches, clergy and “convinced” believers. I almost feel relieved here in France that most of the people I meet are non-believers, or when they are believers, are rather more of the “liberal” camp. I almost envy those who remained in the parishes and are able to do good and be unconcerned about the polemics. I don’t usually tell people that I’m a priest, though my wife seems to take pride in saying that her husband is an Anglican priest. That revelation invariably results in the same old questions about Henry VIII, Protestantism and the invalidity of our orders. I leave her to do the explaining, because I can’t be bothered!

In my articles The Quest for Recognition and Respectability and An Interesting Write-Up, I tried to be constructive. There have been some interesting comments. I was deeply hurt by some of the comments on John Beeler’s blog. I had the feeling that it was assumed I wouldn’t bother looking at it. Unfortunately, my blog administration page tells me which sites give a link to my blog. Most of the links are automatic and without interest, but some… I am only human even if I have become case-hardened against criticism and rudeness.

I have closed down the comment section on both those pages and this one. I have quite a lot of translating work on this week, and I am getting ready for the Route du Sable very carefully. I have fitted mooring cleats to my boat and have refined my anchoring system, because there will be places where the boat will have to be moored and not pulled out of the water. The preparation is almost as absorbing as the event itself! Yesterday, we had a little music school concert, and we all sang works by Ravel and Fauré, and in the evening we had a good meal with some old friends. This morning, I celebrated the Mass of St Alban with the memories of Corpus Christi and the First Sunday after Trinity – entirely alone as my wife messed about in the kitchen. That is my lot in life.

We open old wounds at our peril. At our last Synod, I was elected onto our Bishop’s Council of Advice. We have a meeting next month. The encouraging thing if that we have new clergy, new blood in our Diocese, and I am concerned to participate as much as possible in everything we can do to further our mission. I have not been called to be a pastor, but perhaps I can teach through a ministry of the word. This little diocese has given me life after my spiritual shipwreck in 2011-12. That is something to which I can relate and not be made to feel dead within and destroyed spiritually.

I have my e-mail on anthony.chadwick( AT )wanadoo.fr – and you are welcome to write. I will spend much of my week in bits of rope and sailcloth. I look forward to the weekend, and without doubt I will bounce back with lessons learned from experience. A quiet week will do a lot of good.

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Affluence on the Aulne

Further from my article on the Route du Sable, I went to the association’s Facebook page after the closure of registrations. Everything is in – L’Aulne connaîtra un record d’affluence … The Aulne (name of the river from the Rade de Brest to the Nantes Canal going through Châteaulin) will know know a record of affluence…

I asked how many boats we would be now that the registration list is complete. The association responded more than 70. Some of the boats will be very small dinghies with only one or two persons, and the larger yoles will have more than eight onboard.

The weather still looks to be holding, with the present north-east wind veering to the north-west and promising some ten knots. If that is a more or less accurate forecast (I don’t trust anything more than 48 hours), we won’t have to reef sail and it should be quite “sporty”). We would be in a full reach to a run almost all the way, gybing in the bend that leads to Port-Launay. With 70 boats on a river, tacking upwind could be quite difficult!

If the forecast proves right, the current will be in the same direction as the wind and we should avoid the vicious chop they got in a previous year, shown by the photo above.

I will be doing a little sailing today at Veules and will be bringing the boat home. I still need to fix two mooring cleats to the bow and check everything over. I have to confess that the choir stalls in my chapel are getting full of boat stuff, camping equipment and all sorts!

D-Day is next Friday, a long drive to Châteaulin and the campsite, and getting ready to take the boat to the launching ramp at Rosnoën for 10 am Saturday morning.

Seventy boats is going to be quite an armada. OK, you guys, we’re coming!

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An Interesting Write-Up

My article of yesterday The Quest for Recognition and Respectability has had something of a write-up by John Beeler in Splinter churches’ quest for recognition and respectability.

He took me up on my own observation that the fate of the TAC as it was under Archbishop Hepworth was predictable. Indeed, some of us clergy labouring under “perpetual irregularities” (ouch – but fortunately it doesn’t involve incarceration in the Castel Sant’ Angelo) were told there was going to be some kind of amnesty. That put us in an awkward position: Why go back to what we left, even in some kind of arrangement where we would be “protected”? Are we opportunists ready to get onto any old bandwagon if it would suit our selfish purposes as “charlatan” clergy? Good questions, usually coming from those who care only about cut-and-dried ideas, not about persons.

That last observation is a key to understanding many of the polemics of 2010-2011. The real powerhouse at that time was Christian Campbell’s The Anglo-Catholic, still in existence but totally inactive. It attracted the trolls like a rotting carcass appeals to flies! I set up a “rival” blog in 2010 which caused me to be locked out of the “distinguished staff” of Campbell’s blog. Those cold and heartless predators have few places to go now that Fr Smuts posts less frequently on his blog and shows no sign of having been swimming in “warm” water. Deborah Gyapong is still going with her Foolishness to the World but now writes on mostly Roman Catholic subjects and less frequently. Fr. Hunwicke’s Mutual Enrichment is the most lively. He watches his comment box very carefully. You can’t get in there and blithely crap on the floor!

Here on this blog, I have had long experience at keeping the poison dwarfs out, and by means that are completely acceptable to my blog provider. I simply have about thirty moderated e-mail addresses. They don’t get to crap on the floor, but like with Fr Hunwicke, they are filtered at the door.

John Beeler is a good sort of person, as fascinated with classic cars as I am with their counterparts on the sea, stout wooden gaff-rigged vessels. He idolises the 1950’s, a little like the “Romantic Ladies” of Aristasia, whilst I associate the whole of the century of my birth with the two world wars that marked the end of our civilisation. We can’t go back to any other era of history, but we can seek for better cultural references than prosperous post-war America. John is also one of those persons who self identify with a mental disorder called Asperger’s Syndrome or simply high-functioning autism. That means that a person has no emotional relationship with other persons. At worst, they lack empathy like those suffering from more sinister personality disorders. I am sceptical about psychiatry as a science, and am persuaded that it is a moral problem for the most part, a question of being completely human.

Something struck me in a war film, when a German soldier was threatened at gunpoint by Allied men – This is not correct. He was concerned more for the respect of rules and procedure even than for his own life! It’s almost as if he was thinking in terms of someone simply violating the regulations of the Wehrmacht in such a narrow-minded way. The reality was that he was up against enemy soldiers and his life was threatened unless he released the Allied prisoners being held by the Gestapo. The surrealism is striking.

This is a characteristic of many religious apologists who lack human empathy and perceive their philosophy of life as an intellectual game. John Beeler, like many of us, has been seeking his happiness as a church-going Christian. Being an American, he could find a whole choice of churches, among which he would more or less find his way. He discusses the options and his own experience, but the bottom line for is like the German soldier – order, procedure and authority take precedence over everything. It seems far from Christ denouncing the Pharisees as did many of the Prophets before him. John simply cannot understand any human dimension of religion or spiritual life, at least as far as I read.

Thus the true Anglo-Catholics are the Affirming Catholics who stayed with the establishment. Don’t like it? You have to come Tiber-swimming in the “warm” water. The TAC, ACC and others are abject losers because we got out of the “system”. On the other hand, the SSPX is OK because its teachings are like the “old time religion”. This is a game, like many of the computer strategy games on today’s market – or good old-fashioned chess. I have always had pleasant correspondence with John, and I have often got on with people even if they never look you in the eye, and they can only talk about their interests (I suppose as I do on this blog).

After John’s reasoned piece, and he is entitled to his opinions and convictions, some of the comments are a little more “salty”. “Anti-Gnostic” discusses Eastern Orthodoxy.

I had dealings with “Conchúr” on the old English Catholic blog, someone who reminded me a little of some of the men attending talks held by the Catholic Evidence Guild and preparing for their Sunday afternoon heckling at Hyde Park Corner. I had a lot less experience of life in 1981 or thereabouts, but in hindsight I see always the same thing. It’s an intellectual “order” that they are trying to build and they don’t care about the person they are trying to convert. I may be wrong but I suspect that’s it.

(…) passive-aggressive sniping at Rome and expounding an “idiosyncratic” ecclesiology that I’d be surprised would be regarded as doctrinally kosher by the ACC.

Hmm, interesting. I find the ACC very tolerant in matters of theology and research. I have not been taken to task for formal heresy, which is no real surprise since I assent to the teachings of our Church. In point of fact, I tend to be inspired by twentieth-century ressourcement theology, which in the minds of some is “tainted” by Modernism more than by Catholic / Protestant scholasticism.

“Diane” says “That is certainly my impression, from the very little I’ve ever seen of his blog. Is this a minuscule group? It certainly seems to be pretty teeny, but I would welcome real numbers, if available.

I don’t even bother responding, because this lady has certainly read my writings. Usual ploy, Chadwick’s blog is too radioactive to read, but I’m curious all the same! I think my bishop in England has written about numbers in our diocese. We are very small, though some building work is going on through house groups and new clergy coming in. We don’t have the right to get discouraged, but rather to rejoice in our smallness and family-like intimacy. This human quality certainly is far over the heads of the authoritarians and apologetics geeks of our world.

“Anti-Gnostic” comes back in with my Englishness. Sorry I can’t help it. That’s where I was born. I suppose we have no less of a choice of churches and denominations as the Americans. The comment seems something of a non-sequitur.

The saltiest is William Tighe. He is kind enough when he comments on my blog. I am grateful for the many books he sends me about things he finds I should know more about. I read those books and renew my thanks for these generous gifts. He too is an intellectual, a historian. I remember from my courses with Fr Bedouelle OP at Fribourg that studying history needs a clear mind uncluttered with our modern perspective. One example is our abhorrence of torture and gruesome executions, believed at the time (up to Enlightenment times) to be genuinely pastoral methods of ensuring the wrongdoer’s salvation.

I am not the historian Dr Tighe is, but I do get the impression that there have been times when the Church was understood differently. The plain language of the Fathers and the liturgy seems to indicate a rigid disciplinary and penitential way of thinking. At the same time, St Augustine opposed the rigorism of the Donatists, and the “gentle” approach was vindicated in time.

Ecclesiology is a relatively new discipline in theology. Until about the time of Möhler in the mid nineteenth century, the Church was defined in institutional terms and a sacramental notion was not yet developed. If one wants anything better than Bellarmine’s idea that the Church is visible like the Republic of Venice is visible, we need to have recourse to theology from our own times. That clashes with the certitude of the “pharisee”.

I am aware that no human ecclesial or theological system can rid us from all doubt and cognitive dissonance. We are plagued with incoherence wherever we turn, and peace will only ever be found at the level of the spirit. At the material and intellectual level, no inner certitude can be found except by way of delusion. As time goes on, I find that the less we try to solve these problems, the better it will be for our remaining belief and spiritual life. My fingers were burned long ago! Is the position of the Anglican Catholic Church perfectly coherent? I don’t think anyone’s position is immune to any criticism and challenge. We are all fragile. I am not “cradle” ACC. I was baptised and confirmed in the Church of England and foolishly left it long before women’s ordination in that quest for intellectual cohesion and perfection. Indeed, as the French say – Le mieux est l’ennemi du bien. That experience made me sensitive to the “Conchúr-type” who would proselytise you without once looking you in the eye.

Many of us have made mistakes in life, and will continue making them in our ignorance and being unprepared for the hidden small print on the back of the glossy paper. Am I making a mistake doing what I am doing? Perhaps. In trying to discern the right thing, we are just utterly alone and can only rely to some extent on our intuitions, betrayed as we are by exclusive use of reason.

None of us in the ACC would ever claim that our tiny community is the “one true church”, and that is one thing that attracted me to her. We can cope with doubt and insecurity, as God alone is our rock and sure foundation.

(…) complexities and incoherencies of an Anglo-Catholic ecclesiology implemented in “the real world”

What is the “real world”? Perhaps that real world is that dark mass of glass and concrete in central and eastern London, the vision of hell on earth I saw last May from my car as I drove out of the capital! I would find it difficult to believe that Dr Tighe’s Church is the hard reality of London’s financial empire. I expected something else of Christ and what seems to be implied in the Our Father and the Beatitudes.

Incarnate Christianity needs something tangible, since we are earth-bound creatures reliant on our five senses, and we have not experienced the larger part of the “multiverse”, universal conscious energy or whatever you want to call it. We as humans are of different temperaments. I am a Romantic and rely more on intuition and emotional empathy. My interlocutors in the blogosphere are often classicists, intellectuals, men of law, order and authority. Romantics give second place to such considerations, behind prophetic inspiration, art and poetry, the ecstasy of love and beauty. Law and authority are not of the esse but the bene esse of society, without which the arbitrary is of a much more fearful tyranny.

This is the fundamental difference between the way I feel and think and my critics. I am grateful that this article came up, since I believe in free expression of the convictions, beliefs and conscience of all. That is one great potential of the Internet.

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Route du Sable

I am beginning my preparations for going away for the Petertide weekend at the end of this month. I began some months ago with my registration in a major sail & oar gathering at the western tip of Brittany called the Route du Sable in memory of the industry of transporting sand inland to counterbalance the alkalinity of the soil. I will be camping for three nights in a small tent in Châteaulin on the Aulne river. We will be anything from thirty to fifty boats, accompanied some of the way by three magnificent classical fishing boats.

Here is the map of the Finistère. Rosnoën, where we will launch our boats, is in the circle marker. We will be sailing on the river to Châteaulin, marked to the north of Quimper. Early indications give signs of fair weather, but the wind might be on the light side or gusty up to some twenty knots. That should be possible with a reefed sail. We’ll see as the forecast gets more accurate next week. I pray for a north-east wind which will allow reaching and running without too much tacking. On the other hand, the wind might drop and we’ll be rowing!

The dates of this gathering are the 28th and 29th June. Saints Peter and Paul take precedence over the Sunday, and they will be solemnly celebrated on my travelling tuck box chapel on the tailgate of my van. Again, I pray for good weather, since I will only have my van and small tent for shelter. After this early Mass, I will be getting breakfast and back to the boat for the second day of the cruise.

The event is well organised, because when we get to Saturday night and our boats are moored at Port Launay, a bus will take us to Rosnoën to get our vehicles and boat trailers and drive them to where our boats will be at Port Launay. I will have pitched my tent at Châteaulin from Friday afternoon.

See the official site of the event, which is full of photos of previous years. We will be in lots of little boats, propelled by their sails or by rowing – no engines. Most of the boats will be built in wood with traditional lugsail rigs. There will be some Bantry yoles, splendid replicas of eighteenth century longboats with two main masts and a spanker and which are rowed upwind by eight strong men. Fortunately, we are not racing! My boat is not a traditional build, but it is an oddity – just two of us in the world between Normandy and Barcelona in Spain – a gunter rig on an ugly plastic hull. Unfortunately Juan will not be with us in Brittany. The organisers only insist that the boats are driven by sail and rowing.

On Saturday 28th June from 10 am, we will be launching our boats and trying out the waters. After a picnic lunch, we will be setting off on the rising tide at 2 pm. We will be going through locks – sails down and in an out by rowing or sculling. We will be needing our fenders and warps as the current in the locks will be strong. On our arrival at Port-Launay, we will moor our boats or pull them out of the water and then be treated to a drink offered by the local town authorities. We will then have a meal together which we pre-paid with our registration. There will be much singing of traditional sea shanties and popular Breton music.

On Sunday morning, 29th June, after my early Mass at the campsite, we will be sailing (or rowing) from 10 am in the Châteaulin direction. In Châteaulin, there is a low bridge, for which we all have to take our masts and rigs down and continue by rowing. I need to do a drill next week to see if I can stow everything in the boat and be able to row. We will row to the lock of Coatigrac’h. We will then return to Châteaulin and have a picnic at the slipway of Rodaven (where I will be camping). We will then re-rig our boats and sail back to Port-Launay where our trailers will be waiting.

This event promises to be friendly and a moment of meeting people who all love boats and sailing. We will be accompanied by several traditional sailing boats carrying spectators, photographers and journalists. They are the Loch Monna, the Dalh Mad, Korriganez, Fée de l’Aulne and others. There may also be a newly-restored old river barge. They will be photographing us in our little boats, and I will have my camera for snapping the big boats (photos on the event website).

These events bring joy to life and are a new experience for a man with his boat. My mind is open about the people I will meet, and that is something to look forward to.

More news as it happens.

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My Spanish Sister Ship on the Water

This video is hot out of the camera:

Juan de la Fuente has modified some of my rigging on his boat. See Mirror rigged Tabur 320 (2). For example the side shrouds are adjustable, where my forestay is adjustable and my shrouds are fixed. He finds the boat has lee helm with the Mirror jib. I find the opposite. If I let go of the rudder, the boat luffs into the wind (weather helm), however slowly depending on the point of sail and the trimming of the sails. Last week, in light weather, I let go of the rudder and steered the boat only with the sails and my position on the boat. Odd, because our boats are identical and the mast and centreboard positions are the same.

Perhaps Juan hauls in his jib too much for the point of sail. I find, when the boat is well off the wind, that I need to go lightly on the jib. Take it in just enough to stop it flapping and just a tiny bit more. Setting the jib at the same time as the mainsail has become second nature for me.

Juan seems to have forgotten to tighten his cunningham, because the luff of his mainsail is loose and there are creases in the mainsail when the boat is in a close reach or pointing up. A perfectly set sail is that much more efficient.

All said and done, his boat sails very well, and he is a good and confident sailor.

I still don’t have video, but can take photos, as I will be doing at the end of this month in Brittany at the Route du Sable.

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American Insularity

I’m going to have to be daring with this article, because it is about the ignorance of very large numbers of people on matters that threaten the very notion of democracy and freedom.

I’m not insinuating anything about Michael Frost, who seems to be a well educated person, but this suggestion is frightening if you read behind the words: – If I was a CA [Continuing Anglican], I’d always start my serious ecumenical discussions with the PNCC. That would seem to be the most natural area for better formal relations in USA. In short, does nowhere else exist? Is everything to be measured against American standards? Of course, there is the Nordic Catholic Church in Europe, and that possibility may be available for some.

Our conservative British newspaper The Daily Telegraph published an article Americans surveyed: misunderstood, misrepresented or ignorant? This article reveals the extent of ignorance about the world outside (and also within) the USA in large numbers of persons.

6% do not know the date of Independence Day.

0.01% correctly identified the rights guaranteed by the First Amendment of the US Constitution (freedom of religion, free speech, free press, association, and the ability to petition government). Only 25% can name more than one of these rights.

25% do not know that the earth orbits around the sun. 6% of young Americans failed to locate the USA on a map of the world. Only about 30% could identify the UK on a map. Three years into the Irak war, only 37% could find Irak on a map. Only the same percentage would find Saudi Arabia and as few as 25% could find Israel and Iran. 70% believed that Saddam Hussein was personally involved in the 9/11 attacks at one time. Only 58% of Americans knew anything about the Taliban, compared with 75% of British.

Americans who are not burdened with this degree of ignorance need to take an interest in other countries and those of us who live in them. I tend to agree with the opinion that Americans are not more pious than anyone else, but simply behind the times. Our European present is their future, and complacency will not avert the inevitable.

I am myself English living in Continental Europe. I have visited the USA four times. I am hardly the Modern Major General of Gilbert and Sullivan who knows everything vegetable, animal and mineral, but I am forced to believe that I belong to a very tiny elite with a reasonable knowledge of geography and world cultures. I am only a very average kind of person! All the same, I am interested in discovering other peoples and the way they live. Life is too short to travel everywhere and see them all for myself, but discovery is to me second only to breaths of air, food and drink.

I ask our educated American friends to make that much of an effort to encourage their country folk to take an interest in Christians in the UK, continental Europe, Africa, Asia, South America and everywhere else – and take them into account when offering reflections.

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The Quest for Recognition and Respectability

I lived through this whole thing with the TAC and the illusion we entertained that we were going to get an instant fix from Pope Benedict XVI and suddenly become “respectable”. It was a big wave to ride on in late 2009 to about mid-2011, and I was being invited to conferences and radio broadcasts here in France to talk about the TAC and our quest for corporate reunion with Rome. Something happened, but not as Archbishop Hepworth expected. The Ordinariates are still going, but no one other than themselves knows what is going on. There is nothing to report.

Some will suggest to Continuing Anglicans that we should turn to the Orthodox. Why should they be interested? It is like the virgins who were out of oil in their lamps asking the virgins with oil to share it with them. Through not being prepared, those without the oil (or rather those who had to leave their preparedness station to go and buy some) were turned away from the gate. The Orthodox kept their traditions. Roman Catholics and Anglicans squandered theirs. You squander your money and you have to earn it back yourself. Why should anyone else care?

Others still suggest knocking on the door of the PNCC. Who are they? They are simply the descendants of a Polish Roman Catholic community that got a raw deal from the local Roman Catholic bishop in the 1890’s, and they split off and eventually joined up with the Union of Utrecht (and since broke away over women’s ordinations). However unjustly they were treated, they were schismatics. The difference is that they had quite a lot of money, like the Society of St Pius X today, and could afford to build churches and employ their priests full-time. Many years ago, they embarked on a programme of liturgical reforms similar to those in the Roman Catholic Church in the 1960’s and 70’s. Is that what we want?

The big question is whether we believe in ourselves. Faced with any of those “big” churches, we have invalid orders, we are not a “true” church, and we have only to close up shop and crawl under our carpets. Do we believe in ourselves, or are we so insecure that we need “their” recognition and respectability?

I think this is a good starting point to examine ourselves and think what we are all about. We don’t believe in papal infallibility and “totalitarian” ecclesiology, we value our liturgy and our own community life, we believe in our priesthood. We are western and are unconcerned with Eastern Orthodox theology except for purposes of comparative study. We are not dissident nineteenth-century Catholics but dissidents from the sixteenth-century and have followed another historical experience. We are Anglicans like French Catholics critical of excessive papal power are Gallicans. To some, Anglicanism means the English Reformation and the prevailing Calvinism from the sixteenth to nineteenth centuries, to others, it means the local Catholic Church of our ethnic culture.

No other Church can accommodate our specificities without surrendering their own identity to an extent. Why should they? Roman Catholicism has always found eastern rite uniatism an acute embarrassment in its relations with the Orthodox. We can manage on our own as we have been doing for years. I see the effort to “herd cats” (work for Continuing Anglican unity) in the same way. It is a question of why – to become a big status, “official” and “respectable” Church, or to settle disputes quietly and humbly, developing friendships and greater empathy. The most important thing to remember is that we are all formed by our history and experience, and we are not going to give up our own identity or resources to take in “shipwrecked” people from a broken-down community or negotiate with a Church stronger than ourselves.

The big problem is knowing whether churches have credibility without being committed to this “horse trading” process. The more time that passes, the less I care and the more I see nearly all our contemporaries alienated from Christianity. If we don’t believe in ourselves, the best thing is to give up and “get a life”.

Hankering for being what we left (Church of England, ECUSA, Rome, etc.) is a temptation. Insecure men go and get themselves consecrated bishops and then start trying to negotiate their way back in with Rome. It doesn’t work. The elephant in the room is “perpetual canonical irregularity” even if they can produce evidence of the ordination being sacramentally valid. Such “wannabes” usually start to imitate what they desire, and lose all credibility.

We can just be ourselves. We each have our place, and nearly all of us will be forgotten within a couple of generations of our deaths. What is it all for? That is the question we have to ask ourselves. In the end, it is just living the Christian life and giving ourselves the sacramental means to do so. If God calls any of us to anything extraordinary, most of us are “ready for any good work”. Otherwise we stay in our place and know our limitations.

We are here to sow. Others after us will reap the harvest. Is that not just?

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My Sister Ship is in Spain

I have corresponded with a Spanish amateur sailor, Juan de la Fuente, who has the same boat as I have. He has experimented with different rigs, but finally he has rigged his boat in the same way as mine.

I like his story on Mirror rigged Tabur 320.

Here is the unflattering description of our boat:

The Tabur 320 is just about as ugly as a boat can be.

It has got large hips, a flat nose and the black front deck looks like the lid of a rubbish bin. Its pale yellow colour looks like puke. It is simply awful.

But if you don’t care about looks, and are looking for a cheap, light and sturdy old banger, the Tabur is like no other. Forget about road trailers and paint and plywood rot, fibreglass cracks or anyone stealing it from your backyard. For one thing is sure, it will never attract jealous glances from anyone when you are in it. So the meek shall inherit the earth. And I love it just like that.

Sure it accelerates like an old diesel van, and it cuts thru the waves bouncing like a drunkard in a crowd, but its daggerboard would resist shark bites, and you’ll never break the rudder. It is stable and very forgiving on a broach, you’d have to be drunk to capsize it…

Last year, I rigged the boat at the same time as a sailing class at Veulettes. They asked me – “Does that thing float?” At the end of the class, with me sailing near the school boats, we arrived on the beach and they had to conclude that not only did my boat not sink, it sailed very well with its rig.

I will be taking Σοφία to the far tip of Brittany at the end of this month to the Route du Sable sail-and-oar gathering. My boat doesn’t win races but she can sail with very little wind. The rig gives a terrific amount of flexibility of response to the weather, including the possibility of lowering the mainsail totally and sailing downwind with the jib alone – not forgetting the possibility of going under bridges of only 3.20 m height without de-masting.

Juan’s account is full of humour and he has improved on many of my own modifications based on those of David Sumner, Mirror-tuner and intrepid cruiser of the English South Coast!

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Avignon in Rome?

In history, there have been many times when there was such a mess in the Church that there were two or more Popes on the go at any one time. There are lists of universally recognised Popes and those called anti-popes. A few left the historian in some degree of confusion.

Is the Pope really the Pope? This question has usually been asked, since the death of Pius XII in 1958, by traditionalist Roman Catholics called sedevacantists. They are not all agreed about which of the line of Popes beginning with John XXIII to Francis are false or why in theological or canonical terms. The general theory is that John XXIII was a Modernist and a Freemason, and therefore could not be elected Pope validly. If this is so, the Cardinals since the consistories of after October 1958 are all bogus. Theoretically, the sedevacantists could get together and elect their own Pope. Some extremely marginal groups of “conclavists” have tried it.  The results are without any credibility whatsoever.

Sedevacantism would be the logical way of solving the cognitive dissonance between Ultramontanist infallibilism and the reality of the modern Church which has embraced positions it previous condemned as heretical such as religious liberty and ecumenism. Unfortunately, when taken to the extreme of its logic, it leads to a fairly similar situation as that of the “Petite Eglise” of the Deux-Sèvres and the Raskol in seventeenth-century Russia.

Since the election of Pope Francis in March 2013 with the previous Pope still alive, living in the Vatican and wearing a white cassock, there have been doubts as to the reality or validity of Benedict XVI’s abdication. Ratzinger himself has affirmed that he intended to step down to allow the election of his successor. Fair enough, the Pope is Bishop of Rome and has a primacy of honour over the college of bishops of his Church – but such an idea contradicts the quasi-divine image of the Papacy cultivated by Boniface VIII, Pius IX and others. One would think that doubts would be allayed, but questions do continue to be asked by men who are embarrassingly mainstream.

This came up at the end of last month: “Two Popes”: Has the Papacy become a Diarchy?. It raises new questions, given the fact that Benedict XVI did not give up the Papacy entirely to retire to a monastery (or some other form of private life) and never be seen again in public. The argument is disturbing: if there is ambiguity in the abdication of Benedict XVI, he is still the Pope and Francis was invalidly elected in canonical terms.

The question doesn’t concern me, since I am no longer a member of the Roman Catholic Church, but we as Anglicans do insert the names of the Pope and the Ecumenical Patriarch in the Canon of the Mass because we pray for the visible human unity of the Church that is already One ontologically and sacramentally. We would like to get the name right – una cum famulo tuo papa nostro Benedicto – as I was used to before March last year or – una cum famulo tuo papa nostro Francisco – as I say now, still having to remind myself of the change!

I would appreciate comments on the Vittorio Messori article. I keep an open mind.

Update: Article on this subject by Fr John Hunwicke Two Popes?!?

Obviously it wasn’t my posting that suggested the idea of two Popes. I am inclined to accept the mainstream position: Benedict XVI abdicated and Francis was validly elected. There is no reason to believe that this act of abdication was in any way ambiguous or extracted by force. One important point Fr Hunwicke makes is:

A second reason why it is wrong is that it appears to create a new sacramental order within the Catholic Church, with a ‘character’ indelibly and irrevocably marked upon the soul of a man who has once been Pope. There is no such order, and it is heretical to say or to imply that there is. The sacramental orders in the Church of Christ are those of Bishop, Presbyter, and Deacon. A pope is simply the Bishop of Rome, and a pope emeritus is a Bishop who was once Bishop of Rome and now is so no longer*.

The Papacy is simply an ecclesiastical office like any other (Archbishop of Cologne, Parish Priest of Trifouillé-les-Saucisses, etc.). It might have been better had Bishop Ratzinger been appointed to a titular see and perhaps return to his status as a Cardinal. But, those are only externals.

The difference for us Anglicans is that life just goes on.

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Clerical Sex Abuse

Some of us are aware that there has been a Special Commission of Enquiry in Australia to investigate the dark secrets of Roman Catholic bishops who should have gone to the police or criminal authorities to report perverted priests abusing children and other vulnerable persons. The Church has come under such close investigation because its own moral standards are strict – no sexual relations between human beings unless they are a married couple and the act is at least open to procreation. It is all the more shocking when priests express this expectation of their faithful whilst they are buggering choirboys in the presbytery or behind the sacristy! Hypocrisy probably does the most harm to the credibility of anything.

Many have concluded that it is a systematic and institutional problem, and that the rot goes to the top. If so, it would suffice to put the entire Church under secular state control and dismantle the structure by crippling it financially. Good riddance, so the atheists and radical socialists would say. The big problem is that the problem would resurface elsewhere. It is a problem of humanity. At the level of nature, the truth is not flattering: we humans are no different from any species of animals. Our societies are dominated by the alpha males who have the choice of those they will have sex with. The more dominant the alpha male, the more the sexual act will have the character of rape and imposed humiliation both of submissive males and females.

For the purpose of comparison, seeing a documentary about American prisons for the hard-core of gang criminals is illuminating.

We see the extreme of the dominant male to whom everything is owed from sex to organised crime, prostitution to racketing and drug trafficking. They are truly very unpleasant people. The problem is that they are not all in prison. Many are clever enough to seize the reigns of power, domination and money for themselves. A parallel type of personality is also found in the Church because men can establish their base of power and domination, even if their religious vocation might have seemed genuine at one time.

The other dimension of this problem is described by the word ponerology, the study of evil. Human society rightly rejects the tyranny of people like Hitler or Ivan the Terrible, and redefines the balance after an event like the liberation in Europe in 1944-45. History comes and goes, between reactions against institutionalised evil and the period in which we live when we tend to forget this possibility. As I see it, we could go under a totalitarian regime much worse than Nazism or Stalinism in a heartbeat. The “soft” hostilities continue between the USA and Russia over Ukraine. Both Huxley’s Brave New World and Orwell’s Nineteen Eighty-Four were written shortly after World War II and the onset of the Cold War. Our consumer-capitalist culture can lead in the same direction as any kind of “national” or “international” socialism. Evil men always find the right horse to ride.

Sex as a way of conquering and dominating people is but one aspect of this structure of unchecked human nature. Thus, I would not see it as a result of a “permissive” or non-conservative society. In the days of Victorian morality, it was probably that much more secret and furtive. The Church, celibacy and the façade of strict sexual morality were the perfect cover for the alpha male. Was there anything like a real organisation of paedophile priests? I have no way of knowing outside of the sayings of those who have a stick to beat the Church with.

What we are seeing is a kind of Perestroika and Glasnost and the crumbling of an empire that many believed to be invincible and “indefectible”. The “reforming” is being done by those who feel that the mask needs to be pulled away and the rot exposed to the examination of the rational mind. No amount of apologetics will defend the indefensible. It is not even a question of faith and atheism, but blow-back by decent ordinary folk against the dark shadow of evil. Many will never go to church again, and have to redefine their spiritual world-view as they find that life is worth more than money and material goods.

Can the notion of priesthood be “saved”? The Catholic priesthood is drying up and bishops have to try to find new ways of keeping parish life together – or give up. Priests are spread out thinly, and that is even more of a strain on the emotional and spiritual resources of a man in such a situation. Unless something radical is done in a country like France, it’s all over. The churches will be abandoned or turned over to secular use or demolished. Is that a “true church”? When the reality is seen, we hear in our minds the Lamentation of Maundy Thursday: All that pass by clap their hands at thee; they hiss and wag their head at the daughter of Jerusalem, saying, Is this the city that men call The perfection of beauty? I have said it often enough, that priesthood needs to be distinguished from clericalism, and that ambitious and power-seeking men need to be kept out. The problem is that, all too often, the bishops who make those decisions were themselves ambitious men riding piggy-back for power and domination. Who can we trust?

Another fascinating revelation was a documentary I watched yesterday evening on TV about the story of Bernard Tapie and Nicolas Sarkozy in the cesspit of French politics and financial intrigue. Those men are not sex offenders, but they used politics of all colours from Mitterand and the Socialists to Le Pen’s nationalism to line their own pockets. That situation is just as harrowing as paedophilia in the Church, and just as revolting to the taxpayer and ordinary citizen living in a country and suffering such abuse by the powerful.

Each phenomenon is not enough to indicate the rise of an evil power like that of Stalin or Hitler or the worst of church clericalism, but we have to be vigilant that we should both be lucid about the possibilities that can happen – and reasoned in our judgement to avoid becoming irrationally paranoid. We also need to avoid losing our faith in human nature completely, the very instinct that can lead us to believe in “sovereign election”, predestination and the damnation of most humans who ever lived. Most humans are fundamentally good and altruistic. Just a small percentage are those who would reduce us to slavery and servitude to their whims and insatiable lust.

I always seek to see things in a wider and more universal context, and the way everything is connected. It is a mistake to isolate any one thing, whether it’s a question of sexually perverted priests or rotten politicians in it to get rich quick.

Useful links:

The subject can be further researched by typing “sexual addiction and compulsivity” into Google.

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